Holy crap. How many other 15 year olds do you know (and this does not apply to my fellow CBHS goes) who have had to write and present grant proposals for 1000 dollars to an aid orginization. Shit, i'm telling you, its TOO MUCH. I mean, i''ve never handled over 300 dollars at one time before so money itself is a scary thing for me but cheesus, trying to auction off 1000 dollars to some foreign aid group.. IDK it just freaks me out. on top of that though, the formal presentation is tomorrow and my speech is nowhere near ready... BLEEEEEEh i's so scared i could cry. I HATE presenting...

... I think i'm just going to watch Samurai Champloo until it gets dark and then wallow for a while, that should make me feel better. *grabs spoon and tub of icecream* *tears of self loathing*

lol